It is the 1st day of September and I still feeling blue. I hate being this way, it's like there are so many anger and sadness inside me all in once. I can be happy but just only awhile until someone ruin my mood then I turn back to my old self . I've been like this since forever. Hmm, all I can do is sighing. I just don't know what to do. They make me feel like I'm not worth to spend time with and I always be their option. That's for sure. They may deny it but their action prove it all. They don't know how much tears I shed for them. They just never knew. After all, I'm really good in hiding my expression in front of everybody. I can pretend that I'm okay while inside me, I'm knock out.
p/s: 'they' is prefer to one person and that one person is a very important person to me where I always make him as my priority.