Hmm, it's been a while now after we having a break up. It's about a week now with this status of being a single girl, not yet a woman but looking forward to be one. Well, I just don't why I decided to leave him. Maybe after the heart break and another heart break, I getting tired and it really affecting my studies. Hmm. Not like I'm selfish or what. I really need to focus on my studies. Not just on him. I always put him as my number one, but he? Hmm, he just never do that. I will never be on top of the list. His friends, his family so do his studies. While me? Never mind.