I just don't know what is wrong with me. Break down after break down and still, nothing is last forever. I was a fool and I still am right now. I'm givinf so much hope on the wrong person. I open and let them in. Oh gosh, what did I do so wrong? I had enough. Really. I want all of this frustration to end, somehow. Maybe? Hmm. Lost faith in myself. I started to hate myself.