Yes I know, but I have a long week. The pressure I get during work drain out all of my energy, both mentally and physically. Nothing is going according to plan. Sad.
I have no idea what to write. My work life? My love life? hmm, nothing excites me though.As for my work life, I do my very best, perform each task carefully so that I won't cause any delay and yet people still complaining about my work. Funny isn't it? People can't see your good part, they only know how to look at your flaws and use it against you. I know I maybe a new girl on the block who have no experience and knowledge in my field of work but I did try my best to be better. People do make mistake sometime. They will overlook and create something that not suppose to happen. We all are human being after all. We can't escape from mistake. All we can is learn from it and try to minimize it. That's what I do now. Just hope for the best.
As for my love life, hmm, this can be tricky. I have nothing to say about this. All I can say, love is just pain in the ass. Perfect romance? Perfect love life, all of that are bullshit. Sometimes I just don't know what to do. My love still longing for his past love and I am trying to accept the fact which is suck. I want to be with him and talk about future, all he can say is about the opposite. He have no faith in me and won't fight for me. He keeps on telling me, we can only plan our journey but let God decide. I thought love conquer it all? I thought if we fight this together, we will be together somehow. Okay, enough, I don't wanna talk this anymore. It just hurts me just to think about it.
As for my study, I have been skipping my reading. I don't write my blog anymore. Everything turns upside down. Hmm, I hope I can be strong enough to pull this together. Life never was easy. It gets tougher and tougher.