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Thursday, 19 January 2012
2:02 am

Hey there my blog. I think I better name you, hurm. How about Bloggie? I think it suit you. hehehehe. Hey everyone, this is my blog named Bloggie. Cool huh? hehehe. Okay enough with that. The thing is, he started to change to a whole new person until I don't even recognize him at all. Hmm. Who him? Come on, you know him. The him? Him that are tall and skinny but loves to workout and wanna own a body like John Cena or Arnold Schwarzenegger. Got any clue now? Then good. Hurm. Seriously, I wanna the old him back. I don't like the new him. The new him really make me feels like @#$%^&*@#$%^&*! I just don't know how to describe. But I know it's suck. Really suck. And it's all my fault. I said something harsh and really broke his heart. I am really sorry. I really don't meant to hurt him. Maybe I just out of my control and got it all away. Hurm, how I wish I can turn back in time and fix everything right. Yeah I know, it's just impossible to find a time machine that can spine time to where the thing first started. Snap out of it! It's my fault, and I think I should take the full responsible of it. Grow up and deal with it. But it's just hard. He just like a human without a heart. No sense of humor. Well, it's just not him. The him I knew was always talk something stupid and really make my day full of laughter. How much I missed him right now. What if he gone for good and never come back, and the new him take over control of his mind? Oh please, I don't want that to happen. I really want the old him back. The cheerful one, the one the always laugh and always 'manja2' with me. Oh dear, I don't know why I'm crying right now while typing this kind of stuff. Maybe I just missed him so badly. I love him and will do anything to get him back for sure. Fairy god mother, please give me the strength to make through all of this okay? I don't wanna become a wimp either a cry baby. I need to grow up and deal it with grow up's style. That's for sure. Valentine Tujang, come to Mommy! I am so gonna find you, the old you back!

Angelene Bong
Born and raised in a city called Kuching. (Land of Borneo) I have mixed blood in me, my dad is pure Chinese and my mom is pure Bidayuh. 163cm tall with the weight of 73.3kg.


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