6 days has passed since new year and until now I'm still lost about my future. Maybe I should cut myself or curl up and die? Maybe? Nah, just kidding. My life just too precious to end it that way. Actually, I do have a lifetime goal that I've set not long ago. A very important goal that I need to achieve in order to make me happy and make my family proud.
My house is all the matter since I was born and raised in my own house so fixing and renovate it is a must to me, and my dad's car is my obsession. I love 4WD so much, I adore old 4WD car which is my dad's old car, Toyota Land Cruiser Mark II. I never thought of buying a new car. I just want to fix it and use it go off road. That would be my dream! Owning a Mustang or maybe a Cadillac would be like a dream come true. I adore old car, classic car turns me on like crazy. So buying a new car is never my thing. Maybe I will in the future since I want to buy a Hilux for my mom, but until then, need to earn lots of lots of money first.
Here is my new year resolution to be exact. I don't care what people nag about me, say you are a girl, why need to build muscle? Hey your body is okay already, why need to slim down? You think being skinny is okay meh? Oh just shut up! It's my life, I do what I wanna do. I don't need your approval. Maybe you are just jealous because you are being such a wimp. A wimp I'm telling you. I don't do all of this to make myself look good and gain fame, but it's all about my passion. I want to be a weight lifter. Maybe or maybe not. Until then, we will see how far I can go. Fyi, I never intend to slim down my body, I love my body just the way it is. Thick and overweight 'cause I eat whatever I want but at the same time I workout to balance myself so that I can be healthy. Health is all the matter. I want to live long and watch my grandchildren grow. To be exact, I want to look good even when I'm old. Disease free!